Saturday, January 29, 2011

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xD Good night everybody ...



I can tell you one ...
can pack boxes are really annoying ... * Sfz *
Well ....
since Friday I am back home and stuff.
Say again .... in near Kiel -.-''
But hey

Joar am ausmüllen pack yesterday only on the cartons and ... And joar ... While I'm on time but not really. But wat is ... * yawn * morning goes from there back to HH and submit application on Monday, I can only hope that I will be accepted at the post> ~ < Hoffentlich klappt das...

And on 01/04/2011 I will possibly come to Kiel, where I have money in the account have ... And stay until the 09.02.2011 in Kiel ... Since last appointment with my therapist * Q *
Huhu what I'm looking forward to is my mother's first fire in the ass because the kicked me * haha * I am from a cookie to me. * Lach flash slide *
Joar ... I think at the moment after, to part with some people, because somehow, is apparently so much wrong ... and I've even durchgelese an old letter, but this has also lost its truth ... even the words have been lied ...
TZZ ... I was so sure ... So I am again a minor Persönlichtkeit * laugh * But that is no longer a problem. I am relieved when I'm so unimportant. Because then I can no more harm!

Sun ... all my friends I really love, these include: Sena, Reiga, Leda, Fuyu, Ruru, Aya, Kira, Sassi, & of course Gackto TOP * Q *
Jaja ... 'll even miss some genuine, but some will do better without me x'P

nya ....

Sayonara, your Kyo <3


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

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youth office and Psychiatrist

So, yesterday was so then the lady from social services to visit. I do not think they saw any problem with us. Anyway, they did not say anything on further visits. It has given me her card, only there so that I can say to them, should I need help.

Today I was now at the psychiatrist. We had a long conversation in which I told the lady that I have a problem, as it reflects and even something about the situation and so the story I, just everything was for her important and interesting.

I have now my next appointment in early February when I talk to the specialist physician, who decides if I need medication to help. Furthermore, we should turn to an ambulance cry because the little one always so much screaming and she wants to see if you can ask me for a mother-child treatment. I would like to see much because I think I can take both as children and then get shown, how can I cope with everyday life with two children in peace and without screaming and without having to be overwhelmed. It would also be the same after all maybe a little bit of relaxation for me / us.

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Konnichi wa.
Sou ~ ... I log back once again.
Today I am finally re-registered ... means for me, I find only the social welfare office here must be and so on. Then I can finally clarified with the children money and stuff. And if that's solved, I can start my build everything here and joar .... something to think then everything comes to me.
Then on 01/31/2011 I submit my application and then I just need really lucky, and then I have 'one probably' an education in the bag!

Hmm .... -OZ-the concert is in two days and I look forward to. On Friday I will go to Flint, boxes packed with Sena together, take my hamster before in Hamburg, then one can only hope that I soon get an apartment with Sena, which is really funny then.
Joar ...* yawn *
Some people have problems so I'm moving to Hamburg, but for me it's just a positive boost, and I then one probably get an education, sooooo good thing =) nya .. ~

Hm .. sometimes you have to bring sacrifices, but Well. I can not always pay attention to others and forget me.
Nevertheless, I love my friends really mega doll <3

Sunday, January 23, 2011

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stepmother

I wonder what I am getting up at all yet. Only me again to spoil the mood to leave?
No, I get up just because Mumpelchen needs me. Because I love with all my heart and she would never let them down.

And would not stretch the length screamer my nerves with his time shouting for weeks so, one could almost love him already have. He is actually a very sweet. But this time I did not cry nerve. And as this cry day and night lasts for hours for that I hate him. What a loving child can not have her. How could they? If one tries to console it will be shouted at. If you try to rattle him, and so cheer up, you are shouted at. No matter what you do, you will be yelled at. And with something I do not come clear. Although he is only a baby and do not know what he's doing a bit of gratitude would show he won.

When Alisha but it went well. She never screamed. Always bitching only slightly when she was hungry, otherwise it has always been our sunshine and with only 3 months it has shown us: "Hey, if it lies here beside me, I can not sleep in peace Will my own room!."

And now we have it. Do not come with him clear. Can you say why! I am always very ambitious and wants to have everything perfect. Also my children. Only I will never in his . Reach Because he is a premature and will therefore need more of everything. So I do not come clear. I do not want a secondary school child, I do not want a child, what is fitting, I do not want a child, which may not get a degree, just because it takes longer for everything. I do not want a child, which may rest later on Hartz IV. And he is a premature baby is for me for all a damn good excuse. May sound crass, but that's really my worst imagination could happen to us. A child, what a fool the entire family simply.

He should now really start to see his hands to explore it. You can forget it. Will show him that he hands and has one that can hold things, then ... so what will probably happen? It will be yelled at.

If I'd only previously known it to happen, then I would never have a 2nd want to have a child. And I would still become pregnant, I would be rid of him.

I've always wanted a son. That was my dream to have a son. And just this dream he is doing a nightmare! He gives me my whole idea of cute little boys in cute little baggies, broken totally with NEM sweet Maddox haircut. He is determined times as a boy, who can never hear, where you have to say anything 10 times and then still not expanded. And that's what pisses me off now to mega.

And what I still owe him? Of course. An even smaller breasts than previously. Thank you. It was pretty embarrassing rumzurennen in a bikini before, but now it's even more embarrassing.

And because I'll never get it clear and it probably always will blame them, I think it's best if he moves out. He has clearly deserves someone who clearly comes with it and can accept it as it is, right? And not so fucking ne bad mother like me who does not fit his character in my stuff.

I hate that I hate him.