I wonder what I am getting up at all yet. Only me again to spoil the mood to leave?
No, I get up just because Mumpelchen needs me. Because I love with all my heart and she would never let them down.
And would not stretch the length screamer my nerves with his time shouting for weeks so, one could almost love him already have. He is actually a very sweet. But this time I did not cry nerve. And as this cry day and night lasts for hours for that I hate him. What a loving child can not have her. How could they? If one tries to console it will be shouted at. If you try to rattle him, and so cheer up, you are shouted at. No matter what you do, you will be yelled at. And with something I do not come clear. Although he is only a baby and do not know what he's doing a bit of gratitude would show he won.
When Alisha but it went well. She never screamed. Always bitching only slightly when she was hungry, otherwise it has always been our sunshine and with only 3 months it has shown us: "Hey, if it lies here beside me, I can not sleep in peace Will my own room!."
And now we have it. Do not come with him clear. Can you say why! I am always very ambitious and wants to have everything perfect. Also my children. Only I will never in his . Reach Because he is a premature and will therefore need more of everything. So I do not come clear. I do not want a secondary school child, I do not want a child, what is fitting, I do not want a child, which may not get a degree, just because it takes longer for everything. I do not want a child, which may rest later on Hartz IV. And he is a premature baby is for me for all a damn good excuse. May sound crass, but that's really my worst imagination could happen to us. A child, what a fool the entire family simply.
He should now really start to see his hands to explore it. You can forget it. Will show him that he hands and has one that can hold things, then ... so what will probably happen? It will be yelled at.
If I'd only previously known it to happen, then I would never have a 2nd want to have a child. And I would still become pregnant, I would be rid of him.
I've always wanted a son. That was my dream to have a son. And just this dream he is doing a nightmare! He gives me my whole idea of cute little boys in cute little baggies, broken totally with NEM sweet Maddox haircut. He is determined times as a boy, who can never hear, where you have to say anything 10 times and then still not expanded. And that's what pisses me off now to mega.
And what I still owe him? Of course. An even smaller breasts than previously. Thank you. It was pretty embarrassing rumzurennen in a bikini before, but now it's even more embarrassing.
And because I'll never get it clear and it probably always will blame them, I think it's best if he moves out. He has clearly deserves someone who clearly comes with it and can accept it as it is, right? And not so fucking ne bad mother like me who does not fit his character in my stuff.
I hate that I hate him.
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